he also does a lot of drugs(=

im too busy with my new assistant manager position that pays $12 an hour to write on this blog every week. ya, be jealous.

i am casually dating this hippie who has a lot of tattoos. he also does a lot of drugs, which makes him badass enough for me to like, and im pretty sure my parents would flip if they actually found out but idc because im not that into him anyway he just fits credentials.

i want a fuckingggggggg tattooooooo. my dad told me he would kick me out the house if i got one so im waiting until i have enough money to move out in order to get one.

today i found a picture of my mom when she was my age. she made a comment about how she was much thinner than me at that age. it annoyed me kind of. i guess enough to write about it on my blog.

i cant remember my goal for keeping this blog, my interest in the internet gets more microscopic everyday. im surprised i remember how to type. all i do is complain anyway i dont see how anyone could stand it. whatever i never get comments anyway

first post in a while

i havent written in a while. i didnt lose my scholorship (yayz).

i still have staph infection and now i also have the flu in my throat. my doctor told me i get sick too much. i told him duh and then he wrote the prescription and we didnt talk much after that. it was a little uncalled for but why would you say that? shit its not like i dont realize im sick all the time.. probably because i dont sleep.

in the meantime i find myself actually growing feelings for another person besides myself and my hamster. its been a while since i felt like funny feelings. i think thats a big step towards my mothers definition of "normality". he doesnt have a name because he lives on the moon and has big muscles.

i also bought a bowl that lights itself. ya, you got that right. its so fucking cool. it doesnt even look like a bowl it looks like a little camera. it was $65 dollors but its totally worth it because the girl who sold it to me did the right thing she threw in the extra butane and told me if it breaks to bring it back to the store & they'll replace it for me. she had the sickest dreadlocks ive ever seen. i dont think this is illegal but i dont really care either way because there isnt anything to care for anymore when i have a headache this bad.

i want to cry but am too cold hearted to do so... but i try really hard but no tears come out. oh well, till next time.

today is also my friend bradleys birthday and on friday all my guy friends are making me go to a strip club to celebrate.. which is strange because im not a lesbian so idk why i would enjoy that. i might not go.

oh yea, let me do what my last post directed me to...
fuck shizniit burn lieff cawckssszzz skin heeeed blah blah blah more to cum.

OKAY

so i have the feeling im going to fail all my finals and loose my scholorship... mainly because im irresponsible and i suck at life. pray with me that this doesnt occur.

in other news i went on that blind date and i actually do feel a little guilty for that earlier post. hes a great guy... but im still not into him.

oh and i still have staph infection so stay away from me. LIKEOMGZNOWAY what if my staph was contagious through your computer. haha that would suck for you.

or is it contagious on my keyboard since i'm typing on it? duhh noo but i'm still probably gonna make a huge douche bag who i hate or has hit on me relentlessly use my computer tomorrow just in case=)

wow i'm a horrible person. im going to bed. i hope i dont fail my final.

my next post will be a bunch of curse words because now that i am not typing for class i can utilize this blog to voice horrible messages through the interweb