yo dj turn that song up yo yo yo

i deleted the music from my page because its all old and tired and nobody reads this anyway.

my doctor put me on anti-anxiety medication so i kind of sleep now. and by kind of, i mean i fell asleep once since ive been on it and was really proud of myself.

im too busy with work and i hate my job now because everyone who makes my job cool and easy is quitting and it sucks.

my brother passed all of his regents and im proud of him. his birthday is on thursday(=

i dont talk to a lot of my friends anymore. partially because im busy with work and partially because ive just been hating people in general. either way, i feel a lot more centered on these new meds so i guess on a whole im doing better.. but im still kind of miserable.

i cant figure out why and im tired of trying.

i choose you pikachuuu

another night of no sleep and

every time you disappeared you made me cry. but its sad because no matter everything i feel all at once... when this world ends, i still only picture it ending with you.

i understand you, (its not difficult) but i cant help you because i have nothing to do with any of what you feel inside. that goes deeper than love.


i loved you and i just cant love you anymore. because im tired, im soooo tired of everything you are and everything we could have been. and i wasted so much time helping you get nowhere with yourself

there, i said it.. shoot me.