another night of no sleep and

every time you disappeared you made me cry. but its sad because no matter everything i feel all at once... when this world ends, i still only picture it ending with you.

i understand you, (its not difficult) but i cant help you because i have nothing to do with any of what you feel inside. that goes deeper than love.


i loved you and i just cant love you anymore. because im tired, im soooo tired of everything you are and everything we could have been. and i wasted so much time helping you get nowhere with yourself

there, i said it.. shoot me.