yo dj turn that song up yo yo yo

i deleted the music from my page because its all old and tired and nobody reads this anyway.

my doctor put me on anti-anxiety medication so i kind of sleep now. and by kind of, i mean i fell asleep once since ive been on it and was really proud of myself.

im too busy with work and i hate my job now because everyone who makes my job cool and easy is quitting and it sucks.

my brother passed all of his regents and im proud of him. his birthday is on thursday(=

i dont talk to a lot of my friends anymore. partially because im busy with work and partially because ive just been hating people in general. either way, i feel a lot more centered on these new meds so i guess on a whole im doing better.. but im still kind of miserable.

i cant figure out why and im tired of trying.