So i realized recently during casual discussion with my father that even though i'm easy going, im also a perfectionist which explains why it takes me so long to get things done.
for example, i go on this blog everyday and i have a million things i want to tell the world but i cant ever pick just one because it has to be prefect. even the fact that im not capitalizing or punctuating where i need to right now is bugging me to the extreme.
i also realize now why i cant stand having a boyfriend. because boyfriends aren't perfect. relationships arent perfect and therefore i get annoyed or bored with them and i end up pushing away lot of good people, but a lot of crappy, sleezy people too =D.
its not that im an uptight person, im actually a really flexible one, i guess just because ive moved a lot and been through a lot in the past few years it taught me to go with the flow. but when i do something, i realize that if it isnt perfect, i have to keep starting over. i cant finish something if it isnt done right.
(im also constantly changing my myspace and facebook profile because of this too.)
thats what happened during our in-class essay while the back table was screaming i couldnt concetrate enough to make my paper perfect and now im STILL working on it. gaaaaah!
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